family photos

•December 23, 2009 • Leave a Comment

I have been working a lot on the family photos over the past few weeks.  In the past few years I have had 4 separate complete computer failures, where I lost all of our information.  Luckily, some had been backed up, some in a scrapbook.some was on disks, and some was uploaded in random internet places; myspace, photobucket, rockyou, you tube, etc.

SInce I have been such a bump on a log lately I have been able to finally pull these photos off the Internets  etc. and restored them to my computer.  Aba and I met in 1998, which in when I went back to for the beginning, and I can now happily say that I have managed to compile all of our pre-children photos together chronologically and to music.  I have also been able to compile all of our photos together from the day Navi was born until the day we left California, and just need to find the right song to go with these.

Surprisingly these first 6 years of our lives together only equals about 10 minutes of video.  nowadays  I could make a 10 minute video with the pictures I take in 1 month…

I wonder how that happened.  Did we loose so many pictures from our early life together?  Have we started taking more pictures as our kids have grown in number and size? or do I just have a camera around more often now?

Surprising enough I don’t have any good pictures lately, which really sucks.

Bump on a log

•December 22, 2009 • 1 Comment

That is me.  Or at least what I feel like.  Between my advanced pregnancy, my sore arm from the tetanus shot, the stitch in my foot, and the cold outside, I can’t do much, except sit.

I do dishes, I cook, meals, and do the laundry.  But other than that I sit on the corner of my sofa and watch life around me.  I greet the kids from this position,  I watch TV in this position, I read in this condition, I work on the computer and telephone in this position, and I even worked on the seed orders for next year in this position.

I can not wait for a change.  If I could walk properly I would do more around the house.  If my jacket could actually close around my belly ( or my insulated coveralls fit) I would take a walk around the pond.  If I had money I would go shopping for  the kids rooms, or dressers, or cute little baby things, or have my car detailed.  If the baby was here, I would at least feel more productive holding and feeding her, looking at her little toes, and cuddling her close.  if I could I would use my new Hanukkah gift to get back in shape and become limber once again.

But for now, I am a bump on a log

talented, I am.

•December 21, 2009 • 1 Comment

only someone with the extreme amount of talent that I poses, could possibly end up at the hospital so close to delivering a baby due to something that has nothing what-so-ever to do with the baby or pregnancy.

Saturday afternoon Princess was putting away the dishes, and dropped a glass.  A very special glass, it was one of those Samual Adams better tasting beer glasses from Red lobster (the one Nathan was given way back when they first came out and Red Lobster had them. The waitress got special permission from the manager to let us take it home with us.  Something about well behaved kids, and being selected to take a survey on the restaurant).  BTW our waitress and the food was excellent.  I digress.

So Princess dropped it, and it shattered ( into mostly large pieces) I picked them up and then ran the vacuum around several times to get any little broken pieces I may had missed.  Princess finished the dishes, and the kitchen was walked in many times by dogs and kids for the next few hours.  Flash forward to when I went to work on our Dinner soup.  and stepped ( very hardly) on a piece of glass.  Okay, no big deal, this kind of thing happens.  I sat down, and tried to pull it out.  No go.  I got Aba and we went into the bathroom with the first aid kit, lots of lighting and he tried to pull it out.  No go.  Then it became more intense he tried again and again.  I was crying so hard.  It hurt really bad.  We couldn’t get it out.  The kids were watching from the doorway.    Aba took navi to the store and they went to get some pointer tweezers to get a better hold on the glass.  I soaked my foot trying to soften up the skin a bit, so it may be easier to remove.  Aba came back and tried again.  Still no go.  The only option left was the ER.  We had been trying to get this piece of glass out for almost 2 hours now.

At the hospital, the nurse took one look at me and asked if I was in labor.  Nope, I’m not.  Are you sure?  she asked again.  Then I explained about the glass in my foot.  Then the questions came.  Illegal drugs? nope. Smoke?  nope.  Drinking? nope.  (Really, I am very pregnant, why would I be doing any of these things?)

I was ushered back and they began to prepare for the “operation”  forms all over the place, sterilized kits, blood pressure, temp, heart rate, etc.  A nurse had to verify I knew what was happening and why.  I had to sign a form to remove a “foreign body” from my foot.  ANd then they asked about tetanus.  As in when my last shot was.  I didn’t know.  I was also informed because of my pregnancy they couldn’t x-ray my foot ( x-ray?  they wanted an x-ray for a piece of glass?).

Several painful “numbing” shots later the doctor proceeded.  I tried not to look, there was a lot of blood as he cut open my foot to retrieve the glass.  He got it out, and stitched it up.  Apparently it was an inverted triangle, and their was no way we could have gotten it out at home (I didn’t feel quite as stupid then).  He stitches up my foot and then I was given the tetanus shot.  I asked if we could put it in my numbed foot, the answer was no.  After an hour and a half ( that was way less painful than the 2 at home) I was free to go.

Now 2 days later, I am still not walking on it, so I tiptoe around (the glass was in my heel), and have no real pain, just an annoying ache, I am not supposed to ‘walk” on it for a week.  We’ll see how that goes.  But my arm where the tetanus shot was given to me?  That is killing me!  It is hot, and has a red bump and hurts when anyone even thinks about touching it ( even wearing a jacket is painful!).

Hopefully the next time I visit the hospital, it will be to have the baby and not dues to some other random calamity I bestow upon myself!!

Psst!  I won’t look at my foot as I hate the site of blood, stitches, anything like that, and make Aba change the band aids for me.

Perspective

•December 16, 2009 • 3 Comments

today  Aba, Littles, and I were walking through walmart, looking for dog training treats, a Chanukah present for littles and some molasses.  As we made our way around the store people everywhere were talking about what they needed to get for last-minute presents, meal ingredients, etc.  I was walking trudging behind Aba as he pushed Littles in the cart, grumbling in my head how much uncomfortable I was, and that I just wanted to sit down somewhere, or go home and be done with the days errands already, when we happened by a couple looking at heaters and fans.  as we walked by the lady turned to her husband and said ” I want one of those for christmas”.  Curious, I looked over to see what she was pointing at, only to discover she was pointing at me and my big belly!   She wanted a baby for christmas!

As we left the aisle, Aba said she was looking at me like I had a puppy she wanted: wistful, and full of envy.

I guess it is all in perspective, I was grumbling in my head about how big, and tired I am. How irritated I become and how everything is just uncomfortable and downright painful, and am waiting till the day when our new baby girl is born.  And she would have traded anything to be as uncomfortable as I was.

This is physically the hardest pregnancy I have ever had.  I don;t know if it because I am older than with all my others, that I have had so many others, or that I work harder now than I have before, but I will be happy when it is over and I have our little girl in my arms instead of my belly.